Heddy Satriadi

Heddy satriadi

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77. Under what circumstances do you feel most lonely? Least lonely? Why?

Under what circumstances do you feel most lonely?

I feel loneliness when people in my never care about me, so I spent my time in my dark which no light in my room. Loneliness is the only friend I have in my life, I’ll try killing the time something makes useful, I look my guitar at the corner of my room which silently tempting myself to play her. Now I realized I need someone to love in order to get rid of my loneliness and give tone to my life. Often I want to leave home but one of my friend give suggestion to me that the most beautiful place are the place where we surrounded by the people we love. One thing that losing my loneliness is when I look at the person that I care and love feel bitterness if I leave them.

Least lonely?

When friends avoid me without clear cause which I never know, maybe because I never buy cigarettes and give it to them. Or I have problem with my life of love which make me silent for few decades and never talk with them. Love that hurt me so deep so that I forget friends who always give me warmness when I feel cold.

Why?

Because everyone in this world need not to be alone, they have to belong where the people they love are with them. I can not that sadness deeper because loneliness has killed me from a long time ago. I am getting adaptable with the loneliness. Everything that I explained about loneliness will make me hurt.