How to build up my self confident?
It’s almost same
with other
I try to build up
with process
When I was in
Islamic Elementary School Baubau, I was to be very very ugly because all right,
I can be able to answer all question on the table only and I can write all
answer well with pen only. It mean, I was shy and afraid to come in front of,
so my friend and teacher called me “bookworm girl”. Until the end, I met my
English teacher in Islamic Junior High School. Her name was Mrs. Muliyani and
she was also a former student here, in Dayanu Ikhsanuddin University. She gave
me brave vitamin to build up my self confident.
“you are not
other, be your self, I’m sure you can” she said
And then, I met
my English teacher in Islamic Senior High School. Her name was Mr. Umbu, that
was Mr. La Umbu Zaadi,M.Hum. I didn’t know if he was a English lecturer here,
okay…while at the moment, my school was finding a student who can to speech English,
I tried with braveness modal without anything. Amazing!!! Mr. Umbu, He gave me
an opportunity to become a candidate of participant.
He said “if you
can be able to read Al-Qur’an, you will be able to speak English well. I mean
your Pronouncing will be more good”
He took example “WORLD”.
Almost right, but he asked me to repeat the word once till five times. Wow…very
little…may be!
It didn’t matter,
it important point is I’m happy very much…unbelievable!!!
And, I was chosen
by my school to go on Competition in Kendari. Again and again, my self
confident loss. My heart voice “Oh God…help me”. Thank God, I met back with my English
teacher in Islamic Junior High School on the way there. Hehehe…Mrs. Muliyani
was laugh and smile…
She picked up her
thumb and said “when you would start, read “Lahawlaa walaa quwwata illa billa,
enough Allah will be my helper…and then “Don’t see people’s eyes, juries or
audience. Okay? Only see other place part. Finally, I see…hehehe
If you knew that tomorrow would be the last full day of life, how would you spend the day?
Actually, I don’t agree with this question, because I know that is
the secret. Only Allah who know it…yeah to answer this…
I would spend my
day with make deed and say sorry to my parent, all my family, all my friend on
my guiltiness when I life in this world. So, I can leave this world coolly.
I tried to do
worth something to them before, only smile and happiness are there…no tears no
cry no other that bad around me.
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