CITRA IRNIATI NABA

Haii ... so long we was not meet in this blog, and now we have two topics that we will talk this week. Oce I will start with the first topic.

HOW TO BUILD UP OUR SELF CONFIDENCE ??

Firstly, we will talk about ‘self confidence’, it’s not difficult to us to explain it, because every people have it in themselves of course. But all of them have the different step for it. Some have high confidence, there also have low confidence.

Hmm..actually, I don’t have many problem with my self confidence. I have always been able to build my self confidence even though I’m nervous. In addition, I always followed many competition in every field, like singing, read poetry, and many more. It needed high self confidence. And I had it. But it happened in the past, when I was still in elementary school. And when I was in Junior High School and senior high school I always could expressed my ideas in every debate which I followed. I was still have it.

But now, all this changed drastically when I was being a student of university in English Study Program. I am become a shy person and difficult to express all ideas that I have, especially when I have to speak English. I always be afraid to speak up. I am scare if when I speak, I make a mistake and incorrect use of grammar. I am very shy if it happen. So that, I never try to speak with my friend. Although, they always invite me to speak English.

I also have tried to speak in front of the mirror. But it can’t make me brave to start speak with my friend or speak in front of class moreover I know there are many the smart people in around me. 

Sometimes I want to back become Chytra in the last time when I have high self confidence, brave to express everything in my mind, and I’m not shy when doing something. But until this moment, I have not found the right ways to handle it.    

In conclusion, I can not to tell you how I build up my self confidence !!! .^_^.

Oce,, now we will move to second topic.

IF YOU KNEW THAT TOMORROW WOULD BE THE LAST FULL DAY OF LIFE, HOW WOULD YOU SPEND THE DAY ???

You know, it’s a scary question for me. But I will try to answer it.

Like most of the people in the world, I have many things to do if I knew that tomorrow would be the last full day of my life. But I know it’s impossible for me to do all of this. So, I just have 3 things to do.

First, I want to stay closer to God. It’s very important for me, because with this I can beg forgiveness for all sins that I have done. And at the same time, I can reassuring to receive a predetermined destiny. Although it was very hard for me.

And secondly, I will invite someone who I love to accompany me go to beach. Why the beach ???? because it’s my favorite place. I wanna feel the wind while leaning on his shoulder, play the sand with him while joking and laughing together. It’s so romantic. Heheheeheh ^_^

The last. It’s the point. I wanna do something which make my family know especially my mother that I loved them and I wanna make her know too that I really happy and proud born as her daughter. In addition, I want to pass away in her lap. It’s my last wishes before I leave this world. *_* .

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